uh.. hello?!

So my fiancee, Mew, got her birthday money today. It's only 40 dollars but still.
So she wanted to take me out on our religious engagement anniversary. My grandmother says she has to buy orange juice and she has to buy her a pack of smokes.. on her birthday money? HELLO?
Rude much?
So Mew goes ahead and takes me out to eat, we buy a cheap pack of cigs, and Mew buys two cheap energy drinks (A dollar each). That came out to about 30 dollars. Including the dinner tip and everything. So we have ten dollars left, and Mew said she wants to buy me some make up(I'm running low) and my grandma still wants the stuff.

I mean it's no big deal, but when we don't have any cigs and she still has cigs.. why does she get a pack first? We're addicted too. I'm just sick of it.. and Elly is getting more money from her husband.. so since she eats food and now lives here basically... she can buy my grandma some cigs and orange juice. I'm 21, have always lived at poverty level, and I'm doing my best to get a college degree so I don't have to be super poor and worried about food and clothes.



*sigh* I can't seem to get any further.